If you want to know the truth, just listen to what I’ve been telling you. Subtract that from what you already know and make sure you don’t miss anything. What’s left is the answer you’ve been seeking but just in case it’s not clear I have secrets I’ve been keeping.
I haven’t always been dead inside. There was a time when I bled inside.
There was a place in my heart but you stepped right through. I need to forget but I haven’t yet. Hold it against me. For I do the same. What I would do just to forget your name.
This ones for you. The star of my dreams. The one who drifts. Then comes back to me. I’ll welcome you always. Don’t care where you’ve been. As long as my eyes close. I can’t see your sin.
Don’t mind me. I’m laughing cause I’m scared. The ghost my past forgot to kill reappeared. He popped up from nowhere the place that he’s from. I’ve done it before, I’ll do it again. So hey, gotta run.
Don’t follow me blindly, I’ll lead you astray. I see where I’m going, and I want you to stay.
In less than a month my work will be published. They’ll speak my own words and say that it’s rubbish. I’ll believe what they say and change my approach. I’ll wish that I hadn’t. I meant what I wrote.
Your words are sweet, your tongue is sharp, the way you speak is a work of art.
I’m drifting further and further away with every single word you say there’s no reason to stay all you give is take what a waste good day. ~ J
I’ve thought about this. Too much? Too soon to say. I’ve read about this. How long? The whole darn day. I’m worried about this. Again? Again. I could live without this. Without what? The end.